Friday, September 6, 2013
I Don't Know What I Am Anymore, But I'm Here
The internship is finished. FINALLY, I can COMPLAIN. My physical reaction to this schedule is something I've completely had to ignore in order to keep going. But two months of nonstop travel and six hours of sleep per night put me in complete fight-or-flight mode: insomnia, weight loss, vertigo, indigestion, constant stomach pain, gall bladder issues, the spontaneous loss of a toenail, and I STILL can't eat without feeling nauseated for half an hour afterward, but it's only been just over a week and I went to Halifax for the weekend. The sudden relaxation, of course, left my immune system confused enough for a head cold to walk right in and make itself at home.
But can I say, I still loved the work I was doing: totes worth it.
Now, I've got the quilting studio completely converted into an office, and I've started to get serious about this project report.
The experiences of the last... year? Four years? Month? Doesn't matter: they've left me totally broken open. And that's ok. I think it was time to realize that things happen and they're going to have their effect whether you're prepared, protected, vulnerable, alone, on the front lines, or elsewhere.
So yeah, Halifax. Well above, you see a visit from my spirit animal, lovingly posed in the Public Gardens.
And a pretty little scene that's only slightly ruined by the editor in me pointing out that Hey, this isn't Point Pleasant...
The harbour, ocean-side. Just a bunch of condos and fancy boats, I know. I hug it anyway.
Head cold remedies: whiskey punch at the Old Triangle.
And the CUTEST LITTLE GUY!
What did we miss last week? Oh yes, turns out MomBlom's got some Scotch Bonnets growing in the garden, so I'm going to figure out how to make enough hot sauce to keep us warm all winter.